bittersweet symphony

grateful

While running some errands at lunch today, I was waiting at a traffic light and I was about to start crying due to the crushing sadness weighing on my heart , then I looked up...

In the clear blue bright cloudless November sky, I saw a flock of birds. They were flying in formations, little birds twisting and turning in the sky. A couple smaller groups joined in the big group, a couple of little solo birds joined too until they were all swooping and turning in one big flight.  No doubt they were training for their upcoming southern migration...but it meant more to me in that moment...

It reminded me:

when I need Him, just look up. 

I am not alone. I have lots of "birdies" I can turn to. My sadness is not all my own. I am grieving for my parents what should have been, and for what's left in it's place. 

I am grateful for this reminder today. I am grateful for changes in schedules, grateful for a husband that is home at nights to help with dinner/laundry/dishes/bath time/bedtime, grateful for our health, grateful for my 2 happy healthy boys.  Grateful for my life.

what are you grateful for today?

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10 on tuesday - peek for {S} family

Thank you sweet (s) family! My first session with them, avery was in her mama's belly, now she is 3! 2 sweet girlies. I keep finding new ones as I go thru their shoot - just so much love for each other and their girlies.

I had to throw this one in...yoda and batman today at story hour.

reason # 328 I love pampered chef

Dear Pampered Chef,

(I think I have finally gotten over the fact you no longer make or sell my coffee, the reason I started drinking coffee in the first place).  Anyways, I just wanted to say thank you for making kid friendly products! You are a lifesaver! Especially last night, in my attempt to keep the boys busy so they would stop fighting, we decided to make some apple spice cake. At the mere mention of baking, the boys both will drag chairs from the table of to the counter.  Your pink nylon knife (from your whip cancer campaign) helped my 5 year old chop up apples on the mini bar cutting board on my right.  Perfect size for his hands. While your easy clean brush helped my 2 year old on my left "clean and scrub" our bowls as we made a mess. The long handle let  him reach the dishes and kept him dry for a couple extra minutes. But the best part? The hugs and kisses I got from my oldest: I love helping you mama! Mama, I love you! this is so much fun! I can chop these apples and I don't have to go to the hospital! I am being safe mama!  And my youngest kept looking over and smiling and patty my arm, not believing I was letting him play in the water for so long.  

thanks again for all that you do,

Rachel

In case you are in need of any PC products to help you make wonderful memories...they do have an outlet store.... check it out!

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whatever wednesday

1.trying to keep up with the POTD..missed a couple days..but I can't get my pics to upload in the right order. Just figured out my camera's time stamp is off by a day. So must get my manual out and figure out what is going on.

2. made 5 layouts last night. They were pretty simple and quick, not worthy of a magazine.  Just pictures I love and wanted to get the stories down before I forget them.

3. I cleaned out my paper stash (inspired by Erin) and re-organized my paper so it is standing up in a basket, sorted and divided with chipboard by categories. I think this will work out good for me. I can flip thru it and see what I have...I will have to post a picture. Found lots of duplicates & triples of the same piece of paper too! 

4. I love looking at craig list. I keep looking at the same post:  a 15 drawer card catalog in Tallmadge for $100.00. Would it be wrong to barter with the seller and buy it even if I don't have the room for it yet...

5. I want to post some stuff on craigslist, but I am afraid people will contact me! Aack Strangers!

6. 3 confirmed cases of H1n1 at riley's pre-school.

7. Grey's last week? it is starting to annoy me. I do not like Alex and Izzy together. Good now maybe Izzy will go find her long lost daughter she gave up for adoption. And Alex trying to cry and show emotion? Awkward. But Dr. Bailey on Private Practice? love it

8. 2 more football games left in the regular season. There might be a chance for playoffs, so the marching season marches on.

9. Did you get flu shots this season?

10. hoping for good weather on Saturday between 12:30 and 3 PM...

T10

1. Target Clearance. $ 1.24 t-shirts for Riley (add a long sleeve layer- he can wear them for fall and I won't care when he comes home with orange paint all over the sleeves from preschool). Did you know if the orange sticker price ends in a "4", this is the last mark down on that item?

2. Old school music on the radio making me happy today: December (Counting Crows) Whoop there it is (Tag Team) Jump, Jump (kriss kross - did you ever wear your clothes backwards or shave some stripes in your eyebrows?) and classic Billy Joel.

3. waiting for www.scrapbookpictures.com to have another sale, I have a ton of pictures waiting to be printed.

4. cheese pizza, yum.

5. Trying to arrange a day for the boys to spend the whole day and maybe the night at my sister's. My reason? Date night with the hubby? Well if you can call "let's see how many house projects we can knock off the list today" a date, well yes then.

6. Disappointed in old navy sweater coats, they just didn't fit the curves well. And starbucks pumpkin spice lattes? After my second one,  I must agree with elizabeth, I sure like the idea of pumpkin spice lattes...not the taste so much.

7. Need to find my scrap table so I can pack for a crop this weekend. And excited for the chance to see shelly, erin, missy, marie, stephanie and meet Laina this weekend.

8. Recent rented movies: Observe & Report: with anna farris & seth rogen - a mall security cop, looking for love. Even for me the humor was crude, rude and just gross.  That's $3.99 and 90 minutes of my life I won't get back. State of Play: Ben Affleck, Rachel McAdams, Russell Crowe, Robin Penn Wright, Jason Bateman.  Oh my, filled with suspense, twists and turn of the plot. Wow. Good movie. 2 things that bothered me: Russell Crowe's hair and Rachel McAdams is too cute to be in this movie.

9. I walked into my SIL dance studio tonight, to borrow a lens, and nostalgia almost knocked me over. For some reason, the sights & sounds took me right back to McCardles dance studio and the waiting room. It was my second home for 7 years growing up. I took ballet, tap & jazz. I remember taking an extra quarter in my dance bag to get a bottle of coca-cola after class. It was one of those old red vending machine that dispensed glass bottles. Mr. McCardle forever changed my life because he called me Raquel. He made this shy little girl stand tall and dance. Oh how I miss dancing.  Thank you Miss for bringing back that memory. I think a scrapbook picture is needed.

10.  Tuesdays seem to be my most productive day of the week. What is yours?

and because a post without pictures is boring...here is an outtake from a recent session. can you just hear the giggles as miss A gets tickled by her mama? love the nose scrunches...

manic monday

I barely made it out of the house this morning, it was just one of those mornings. Riley was upset about EVERYTHING, Brady was crying for cinnamon toast crunch, but everytime he saw the box, he would cry harder "I no like dat", we finally settled on a waffle.  Riley had a field trip today, I really couldn't miss work and neither could eddie. I asked Papa if he would like to go to the apple orchard. He was excited to take Riley. (I can not say how thankful and grateful I am for Grammie & Papa these last 2 years - even more so- with everything with my parents falling part, they have always been there to save the day and they love our boys oh so much) Back to this morning, we made it out the door and by the time we got to grammie & papa's - all tears were dried, including mine.  whew.  But my mama's  heart is still heavy. Wishing we could have stayed in bed this morning, snuggled, ate breakfast in our pj's and stayed home & made apple crisp.

On a much lighter note, I never got on the 365 POTD bandwagon, even though it's fun to look thru other 365 galleries, maybe next year, BUT I did start an OCT POTD. figured - why not since fall is my favorite season. Hopefully I can keep it up for 31 days in a row.

Halloween costumes have been picked out & purchased. While Daddy watched the Browns almost win, and Brady took a nap, Riley and I went to Target.  He really wanted to be Optimus Prime (but they didn't have his size) next best thing: Bumble Bee (he's the yellow caramo autobot in Transformer movie). Riley helped pick out Brady's outfit (no transformers, buzz lightyear, or woody in his size) so it was between candy corn and Batman. Riley picked batman. Brady does love "datman" and "spiderman" so I thought why not.

after we got home, eddie decided it was time to move the living room around. Okay I love to change things up a bit...but it makes me kinda grumpy in the process...because you see all the "stuff" that gets accumulated.  Plus I took down my extra scrap table - now everything is piled high in my corner. So I think once I get that back in order it will be okay and I will be less grumpy. Anybody need a barely played guitar hero, wicker & wrought iron sofa table,  or a sony rack stereo system with those huge *ss speakers? And I kinda freaked out when we unplugged the DVR - my unwatched shows! my timers! will it tape Army Wives & Drop Dead Diva. Umm it was all still there when plugged back in. (sheepishly grins) I must say this set up does provide more wall space for the picture gallery I have in my mind. Now just to execute it...

10 on tuesday

1. something excited to announce! a joint venture with my SIL missy

2. feels more like winter outside tonight instead of fall. Is it wrong that I am happy that soccer practice got canceled tonight? It meant we actually got to sit down and relax during our dinner. And Daddy got to help riley with his homework while I got dinner ready. 

3. i love coupons. And clearance. I saved $18 at CVS with coupons today & $21.50 at Target. Bonus: paid $1.74 for 50 sheets of 12 x 12 (kraft, white & black) wausua cardstock on the clearance. Love target orange stickers! Tomorrow's errand: Giant Eagle. Hello double coupons and fuelperks.

4. I need a new book to read during my lunch hour.  Any recommendations? I want to re-read Twilight before the movie comes out in November.

5.  This one cracks me up. This is so Brady right now - first picture at Daddy's football game. Don't look to close you might spy some leftover cookies in his teeth.  He is just a silly baby. And can you tell his eyes are still 2 different blues?

6. This one makes my heart hurt.  Riley loves his Daddy like nothing else. And Daddy loves his boys (little men) like nothing else.

7. Sushi from Acme? Not too bad. But makes me want to go to Hibachi Japan. Like.right.now.

8. This month we got to celebrate a very special first birthday. Happy Birthday Jordan! Jordan will be

a big sister in March 2010. We love you bug!  

 okay typepad won't let me move these photos. sorry for the awkward placement.

9.  Claudia Joy! (inside joke)

10. I am ready to go shopping for some new fall sweaters and boots. Sweater coats at Old Navy?

super cute.

 

 

 

5 on friday

1. my fall tv DVR lineup: Heroes, Glee, SYTYCD, Army Wives, Drop Dead Diva, Grey's, Survivor, Ghost Whisperer, the new Melrose Place, LA Ink, the biggest loser and Hell's Kitchen.  what new shows are you watching?

2. Talking about rainbows the other day with Riley. He said " Yeah, remember I saw that rainbow with daddy?  I didn't get to see the pot of gold at the end."  Oh my sweet boy, I hope you always believe it's there. Because you, brady & daddy are the pot of gold at the end of my rainbow.

3. Movie Review: Julie & Julia -absolutely delightful. Just don't read any press or blogs about it. It kinda takes something away from the sweet movie. But 2 true stories? Adorable.   Sunshine Cleaning: I love Amy Adams & Emily Blunt.   I Love You, Man: dirty, dirty boy humor with a little love story thrown in. Ha-larious.  Wolverine: I love the X-men movies, this was the pre-quel of how Wolverine became Wolverine. I fell asleep - but i did start watching it at 10:00PM. Not even Hugh Jackman's abs could keep me awake. Trying to convince Eddie he would look cool in some lamb chops. I will try to watch it again before Blockbuster calls.

4. I finally scrapped Riley's 1st day of preschool last night. I was hoping to get the whole year done before he started his 2nd year. Whoops. I am hoping to make some more pages this weekend - just want to create something!  Also want to try out the new crock pot this weekend and maybe some apple crisp.

5. I will post more pictures soon! I still have a post in draft status waiting for pictures! I don't know how you girls post to blogs, facebook and twitter! I can barely handle one social networking instrument!

5 on friday

1. Oh GLEE, how I love thee.

2. Put up our fall decor last night.  And started the countdown to Halloween. So far Riley has said he wants to be: Zurg (from Toy Story), Batman or a Rhino.  Trying to steer him towards Buzz Lightyear so Brady can be Woody. Is that wrong?

3. I just want to find my scrap table. It's lost in remnants of projects and about 1,000 unorganized pictures.

4. I just bought a $15 crock pot from Target. Looking forward to menu planning that includes crock pot recipes. Have any favorites you want to share?

5. Taking the boys to the football game tonight to see the band (and daddy). Should be a great night for a game! looking forward to cool weather, hot cocoa and homemade cookies from the band moms and hearing the band play some Bon Jovi.

enjoy the weekend!